Disintegration

from thislifebehind by Xiphoid

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My guts are aching
and every night feels like the weight of this world
is crushing on my chest.
I’m sick of these thoughts
and the urge to feel something,
when I am nothing.

And I feel that my life is worn out.
I want to concentrate on the happiness in my heart.
But what I found was self-doubt.
It’s always the same.

I’m exhausted – disintegration will tear me apart.

I want to see this life through different eyes
and leave this misery out of sight.
I want my heart to pound again and understand myself.
I want to feel integration.
Or maybe I just want nothing and it should stay the same.

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from thislifebehind, released April 16, 2021

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Xiphoid Germany

Jannik - Vox / Guitar
Tobi - Guitar
Tim - Bass
Riccardo - Drums

Post-Something
Hameln / Osnabrück, DE

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