Fracture

from thisishowileave by Xiphoid

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lyrics

Individuality is not a part of me -
I'm just the same shit like everyone else.
It's the constant burden I feel in my chest.
My PFC is making jokes of me.
I don't know what to do.

I'm afraid of the looks staring into my heart.
It's not reality, but it's me.

Forcing happiness in the state of my mind
is not a valid thing to leave this place behind.
There's just anxiety - the fear of constant failure.

I force myself, but I can't move.
I push everything away, that could lead into a change.
It's pathetic.

Sing me to sleep.
You won't.

This is my second battlefield.
Don't know who I used to be.
I can't admit I already lost you.

Forcing happiness in the state of my mind
is not a valid thing to leave this place behind.
There's just anxiety - the fear of constant failure.

I force myself, but I can't move.

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from thisishowileave, released November 27, 2019

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Jannik - Vox / Guitar
Tobi - Guitar
Tim - Bass
Riccardo - Drums

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Hameln / Osnabrück, DE

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